i teared in the cab last night when i heard that songi wasnt drunki was so soberso sober that i can think so clearlyso sober that i feel the hurtthe pain inflicted upon myselfim so foolisha stupid fool i am
♥ Sunday, June 27, 2010
5:53 PM
sometimes a part of you just cant let goand often enough, its that part that kills youmaybe its better this way
♥ Wednesday, June 23, 2010
12:26 AM
i guess no matter how much i wished, im never someone important to youyoure leaving really sooni wanna get you somethingyet i dont know what to give yousighsi wonder how would i feel on that day
♥ Wednesday, June 16, 2010
3:43 PM
i was damn upset on thurs nightim a humani have my feelingsyou cant just hug her kiss her hold her hand and expect me to not feel a thingi know, its none of my businessbut its not what i can controli cant choose to not feel a thingso can you respect mecan you spare a thought for my feelingsi know you are happy nowi know i should be happy for youbut you know i cantso please stop torturing melet me livewill you?i just felt so emotional that nightim angry at youand you dont even knowbecause youre still as oblivious as beforeyou'd never learnnever learn how to care for peoplehow to spare a thought for peoplenever knowing how people would feelbecause, you werent the one going through all this
♥ Saturday, June 12, 2010
3:02 AM
i dont know why, but im suddenly very affected by youprobably cause youre leaving soonlast night was the worsei was so disappointed, so upseti know its already been a few monthsbut still, the scar hurtsi dont know whyi just hope things will get betterand maybe, just maybe, after you leave, i might be able to forget you
♥ Wednesday, June 09, 2010
3:20 PM