tis few days really very sad..
i cried and cried like nobody's business
i'm juz so useless
so stupid
i really hate myself
i dun hav e confidence tat everyone has..
i'm nt optimistic
i owaes look on e wrong side
i duno why
i'm born like tis
and now,everyone is leaving me..
one by one..
i really cried alot in tis yr..
i had nvr been like this b4..
i hate it..
i juz cut myself again..
feel like leaving this place
but i juz cant let some things go..
perhaps its juz tat i dun hav e courage to die
i'm juz a lousy person
no one ever noes how i feel
not even her
drifting apart
not knowing each other anymore
not caring about each other anymore
just being strangers like b4
i hate it
really hate it
♥ Saturday, May 20, 2006
8:28 PM