Imperfection

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school was ok today
had pe and it was fun!! =)
though 3 rounds round the school was tiring,
the games after that overwrite that tireness.. =))
played captain's ball
2G people came and challenged us
'can we play against you all?'
so hao lian
lols..in the end?
3G TRASHED 2G 3-0 i think..lols..
i just love 3GAYS the girls!! =)
they got guys play can
then we still win.. =D
34 - 2 captains = 32 people chasing for a ball -.-
one pathetic ball..lols
and devien accidentally smacked into my face when i almost blocked that ball
lols..got a small cut neh..lols..
is hit ball not hit face neh -.-
and i got knocked a few times by that stupid gayish guy from 2G -.-

then after that went back for lessons and all la
after school supposed to have chemistry so-called remedial till 3.30 one
then alot bargain then in the end 3pm ended lo
haas.. =))

then went compass eat macs and all la
and i reached home at 4+
and during dinner,mother asked me those questions again
'if we divorce,what do you think?'
'will you feel unhappy?'
'who do you want to follow if we divorce?'
so on and so forth..
and i thought..am i really sad?
i dont know..they were like critisizing each other behind each other's back..
sighs..what can i say?
nothing..and i dont wanna say anything anymore..

i wanted to give you something today
but you didnt reply my message
how hurt was i?i'm not hurt..
cause i've been numbed by all those things you had said to me..
numbed by your hurting actions..
i'm confused..i'm tired..
so many things are happening now..
i just wanna lie down and sleep..forever..

♥ Monday, August 28, 2006
8:42 PM