she is gone..going to attend funeral soon..
sighs..so this is death..
losing someone forever
though i wasnt close to her,i felt something's lost from me
forever you were gone,just like her.
i also dont know la..
just felt weird..sighs..
if ever its my turn,will there even be people mourning for me?
perhaps i should really let go.
i doubt so..sighs..
i guessed you had already done so long time ago.or maybe you hadnt even bother.
my first time going to a funeral though..
wonder how it would be..
i dont know what to do.
anyway,went compass today..
went library ok?LIBRARY!
lols..is it a miracle or is it a miracle? lmao
had i let my tears flowed because of you?yes,i did.but i guess you wouldnt even care.
today morning wasnt feeling well at all
felt so sick and i even vomited -.-
and i had runs..so idiotic..
and you dont even know.how much i missed you.
during the whole day,i wasnt feeling good at all..
didnt even have my lunch -.-
i am on a diet..LIKE REAL..lmao
i guess i'm really letting go.at least i'm trying.
tomorrow is 15th..
last month,i broke your heart.
and i guess till now,you still hate me for doing that but you didnt say it out..
♥ Monday, August 14, 2006
5:00 PM