today tests should be ok bajust hope that i'll passshall not have high hopes thoughtired.is all i've been feeling these daysi suddenly felt so left outso lost.in this ugly worldi hoped so much for you to bring me out of the darkness.but you never did.i try so hardi fight so longbut what do i get?nothing but fucking attitudes from you allleft with nothingnot even you.got a 'counselling' from genshould i let go of you?she told me:if i hang on,two or maybe even three people will get hurt and only i happy..and if i let go,maybe all three will be happy and only i will be hurt..this makes absolute sense though..so should i or should i not?i dont know..at least if i let go,only one person hurt right?so is it the best solution?maybe it is.to you->i dont know what i can say.last time,you were the one who initiated the break.and after so long,you came back and ask for patch.what can i say?why ask for patch when we were such good friends before that?i dont know what i should do.i guess you know i have someone else in my heart now.so,i'm sorry.to you->when i read your blog,it seems like you like someone else.i dont know.you seem hurt by someone.you denied the fact that you were using invisible words.so are you trying to hide something?or are you trying to lie to me?either way hurts me so.i dont want to be made a fool.stop doing this to me.please.
♥ Thursday, August 17, 2006
8:45 PM