backed! went shopping for ingredients just now. LOL. spent quite alot. hmm. dont know what to blog. oh ya. went Han's to eat. quite nice. well, tomorrow gonna bake a cake. LOL. ask me why i suddenly want to bake cake. and i'll tell you why. =) LOL. i'll only let the person i love to eat the cake i bake on my own. =) but tomorrow gonna have four people to bake so, only the four of us can eat. =) hah. shall learn to bake and give my beloved friends to eat. =) well well well. what now? hmm. think thats all.
i thought all along you knew how i was feeling. you said i was different from last time. and this hurts me. did i change for the worst? i dont know whats wrong. you keep saying dont know and how am i supposed to know what you're thinking? you said i was the one who dont love you anymore. but it seems to me that you're the one who had a change of heart instead. sighs. there's nothing i can do. everything is you say. you said to leave it after exams and when i read your blog, i felt so sad. you seem to have fallen in love with another person. am i supposed to put on a smile and wish you both happiness? if i can ever do that, i would be god. you know that if i ever do that, i would be fake. but theres nothing else i can do. i dont know what you want. i just want to love you. and i dont even have the chance to. sighs. i'll accept my fate.
♥ Saturday, October 21, 2006
10:43 PM