well. it's been raining real lot these days. went for a hair cut just now. oh my god. my hair just sucks alright. YUCKS! it's so damn freaking short okay. nevermind. what's done is done. no use crying over spilled milk. it's of no use regretting. well. after that went to chan turtle's house. rotted at his house. went for a barbecue in the RAIN. LOL. managed to cook something though. well. dont feel like blogging already. lols.

oh ya. been getting chest pains these few days. and i had not been getting sleeps. didnt sleep for 2 nights already. other nights are 4 hours of sleep. i'm deprived of sleep. hmm. nevermind.

oh ya. today is 18th. no significance ok. dont think so much. lols. just that. two weeks later, school re-opens. DIE. that will be my death. sighs. forget it.

realised that life is full of hustling. people pass each other without even realising they might be your old friends. you might be so busy that you may not even realise your good friend back then was already gone long ago. sometimes, everyone is so busy with their own lives that they neglect whats happening around them and the most important thing, love. be it among families, friends or relationships. when it's one of your friends birthday, do you even make an effort to send a message to say happy birthday even if you're not giving a gift? when your friends are sick, do you even care to ask 'are you alright' ? every little things can be neglected by many. without even realising if they had hurt the oness around them, they continue with their own lives. and this is what i call selfishness. all you care was you, yourself and still yourself. what's of this selfishness man. get it off.

well, this paragraph is not targeted at anyone. it's just some thoughts.

♥ Monday, December 18, 2006
11:56 PM