today had new year celebrations. had what ying bi competitions first then have lessons. then miss oh asked who have blog. then we were like oh. no one. LOL. but eloise gave hers and its like. the rest wouldnt need to give cause from one blog you can link to so many people's blog la. wth. pray hard she wont read mine. LOL. after that had new year celebrations. the last part was always the best! =) we screamed like crazy la. LOL.

after that went out with amanda michelle and enen. went plaza first and we were like where to go? LOL. then went bugis and amanda went home. saw that look-like-someone bung. LOL. but whatever. lols. i had a hard time today. LOL. caught the movie just follow the laws. pretty nice. lols. after that went compass eat. and i remembered what michelle did yesterday i think. in macs. she tried to drink the cup of coke without a straw and she thought that there was one in there. LOL.

then i'm back. lazy elaborate le. new years coming and frankly speaking, not really in the mood. sighs. anyway, today got back my essay. wth. i got 18/30 only lor. wth. disappointed. T-T

i gave you those things and you dont even seem to like them. or even appreciate it. its not easy for me to get those things okay. but you would never understand. sighs. how i wish you would understand. how i wish i could cry out loud and not go blind. i'm scared. scared of not being able to see the world again. i'm so near to being blind. sighs. what am i supposed to do? you scolded me san ba and do you know how much it hurts? especially when those words came from your mouth. sighs. you'll never understand. it just hurts so much. its been more than half a year. how long can i hold on i dont know. i just wanna forget everything. forget you. forget the love i have for you. forget who am i. forget the world. but still, it could never be done.

♥ Friday, February 16, 2007
9:47 PM