i realised i sucked man. SUCKED real big time. whatever. lols. what am i thinking man. to hell i shall go. to heaven i dont deserve. does a heart really mean what it thinks? is it really that small to only be able to have one person in it? i dont know. i know its impossible between both of us. well, i know many of you would start wondering which one i am talking about. apparently, i dont know it myself. off to be dead i should. i dont wanna hold hopes that dont exist. i would rather stay silent. and obviously, this blog dont exist to you. so its okay. but the thing is you know how i feel. sighs. nevermind. its always like that. having friends with too big mouths aint a good thing afterall. well. whats done is done. jie ai shun bian. is this correct? LOL. what am i thinking man. confused. lost. undecided. whatever you say. i cant seem to let go of the past. 8 months aint short. neither is it long. but i just cant let go. and another one seems to step in. both are impossible. cause i aint worth it. i'm worthless. and i know a lot of you agree.
♥ Sunday, April 08, 2007
10:07 PM