its all over. i'll never get to be with you anymore. i've never said this out before. but you are pretty in my heart. your singing was never bad. you are the best in what i see. but. i've never admit all these. now that you've left. its of no use regreting. i know you wont come back anymore. i have only myself to blame. and now, i could only reminisce those days. your laughter, i would never forget. i dont wanna lose you. but you said you could not communicate with me. in the past, you said you wont return that heart. but now, i can return you your heart. in perfect condition and get my broken one back. but its okay. as long as you're happy. fine. i accept it. though i was the one who brought it up, i had never meant it. and i was hoping, that you wont agree. but instead, you did. and now, all i can do is look at that ring and that shirt. the only thing which i have to remember those days. i remembered you telling me not to be superstitious. but now, this happens. i could only blame myself. and my character. i'm a lousy person.

fuck off and leave me alone. i wont take care of myself. cause theres no more need to.
53 days of happiness gone. will you come back? please.

♥ Tuesday, June 12, 2007
10:00 PM