many of my classmates had oral today. i'll be having it tomorrow though. got very upset today in compass. only fiona and devien know. i mean its like. today is the 3rd can. and why isit so coincidental that i see you? with someone else somemore. it sucks man. hurts big time. felt so so so emo. talked to devien afterwards. seemed like theres a lot to say. well. sighs. i have been hoping to see you. but not like this. should i thank god or blame god. sighs. totally spoilt my mood. its so so ... i dont know what to say. one year already. sighs. if you say its long, its not really long. if you say its short, its not really short too. sighs. its hard. to forget. i think love's real tiring. afterall, it just goes back to the same point. no matter how hard you try, its the same. i'm not doing anything because i know i'm not fit to be anyone. if you understand. sighs. damn it. screw everything in the world. yet again.
its tiring to bring a smile on everyday just to cheer people around you up. fiona, i have enough of being positive. so now just let me be negative. i'm really... upset. i dont know if you'll read so ya. sighs. nah. i keep it again. how i wished my heart can be taken out. and placed in the dead man's chest. according to devien. i want to be immune to such things. to be unfeeling. to have no heart at all. so ya. sighs. it just hurts so much for all i know.Labels: i'm missing you
♥ Tuesday, July 03, 2007
8:18 PM