had the urge to blog. i dont know why. first paper today. thought it was alright. but as they went through the answer, i found my answers wrong. damn it. screwed up big time. had the topics predicted for tomorrow. there's binomial, logarithms, trigonometry, coordinate geometry and relative velocity which i am not good in. damn. got even more bad tempered when i thought about geography and history. why should i learn about geography. not like i'm gonna plant GM crops do i? not gonna manufacture stuffs do i? not gonna know why singapore attracts tourists do i? do i look like i give a damn? hell no. and history. who gives a damn about stalin and hitler. let them die for all they want. damn. okay, there's a lot of damn here. logged in to friendster and it didnt help. not at all. viewed her profile. learnt about stuffs which i dont know. realise everything's wrong. yet again. i have a heart out of luck i should say. damn love. got myself pissed off. over the most stupid stuff. you told me to bang my head on the wall. maybe i should. damn. i know i shouldnt be blogging. but who cares. no one's reading anyway. wondered why did i even want to give her a bomb. when i shouldnt. was it human reaction? or was i dumb. wasting my time and money on stuff that i should not. damn it. screw my brain. i'm good for nothing. why dont they have a subject named basketball. or netball. and i think i can score A1. got the urge to put what i wrote in my profile in friendster.
if ugliness is the new beauty, then i'm beautiful.thought it over. and put an end to it. expect the unexpected.for we'll never be.i'm tired, arent you? and so i'm getting you out of my mind. before it gets too deep.stepping in knowingly but willingly. only to realise its too late.felt like a useless shit. guess shit is even better than me. at least it helps someone to clear their bowels. i'm not emo. just a little pissed off with stuffs. why complain about life when some dont even have one, right? got it from someone's blog. the point is, do i even want one. shit it. damn. till then, BYE.
Labels: no promises
♥ Monday, October 22, 2007
7:15 PM