out with dev gf. haha. laughed a lot in bk. did 4 questions of amaths! aww. i miss school. hmm. played arcade later on. haha. damn fun la. went to buy bubble tea. and i'm quite certain i saw you. and you decide to pretend you didnt see me if i'm not wrong. well, i wont blame you. i know you're avoiding me. but well, it hurts. hmm. whatever. went sculpture park later on. sat there and stared at the clouds. LOL. passed mich her keys and ya. dev soon went home and i trained down to tiong bahru. piang eh. so far. -.- met joyce and i finally got my presents from her. well, i appreciate it though. i know you want make me fatter also. and you added 2 more members to the family at my bed, eeyore and piglet. hmm. thanks yeah. (: off to enen's house later. helped her with her amaths. or should i say i help her do one. -.- i think i was practically doing more than her. LOL. she's being annoying to go find her class photo in the yearbook and show me. LOL. but well, who cares. i was searching for someone else though. haha. though i dont know the person la. haha.

results out on thurday. surprisingly, i'm not scared. i dont know how should i feel. i think i'm being quite an emo kid these few days. like wth. may the dark disperses and light spreads.

edited/: i realised i cant sleep. i think its really painful and tormenting in the inside. i didnt know this would happen. i really want to slap you and tell you to fuck off and get out of my life. if i really do that, that would mean i'm at my limits. i guess you had already scarred my heart a million times. and thats fucking enough. every now and then you just appear in my mind. so can you just SCRAM? damn it. i'm a house of cards in a hurricane. i cant hold on much longer. so please, would you do something. to stop the pain. and i would gladly thank you for that. i hate you. like how you hate me too.

i'm not in my right mind. so ignore whatever i typed.

Labels: zui jing

♥ Monday, January 21, 2008
11:24 PM