first day in tp today. comm skills was okay la. so so. LOL. i dont have much to blog about though. i love 1A05! (: LOL. out tomorrow with 1A05. (: hahaha. supposed to dine with fyrhto today but i dont have money and well, some things happened. so decided to rush back. hmm. shant elaborate.


well, everyone has his/her own problems and family problems. but its how you take it. so dian, if you happened to read my blog, cheer up(: things are gonna get better if you look at it in a different way. (:

hmm, i'm not in any position to say much too. so yeah. apparently, my own problems are well, big and unsolvable. haha. but i decide to leave it alone. being upset or having moodswings isnt gonna help. it'll only make people around me not know what to do. right, dev? haha.


i shall talk about my target. apparently, some fucking freshie told my target that i have a target and the target came and ask me. so in the end, the target knew that the target is ... and this sucks. it just makes us even more awkward. like dammit? and i dont know if the target's gonna patch not. like wtf. now i know nothing about the target because i CANT ask. like shit la. dammit. sighs. but whats done is done. i cant do anything now. damn. sighs.


edited/: i did a very suicidal thing just now. i asked the target about my chances. hmm. i'll just keep quiet now. well, showing my emotions dont help right, dian? hmm. so lets all smile. =D but dont get mistaken. it doesnt mean i lost. i'll persevere. its one of nan chiau's what do you call that? i cant remember. i only remember perseverance and sincerity. which i will show YOU. (:

its good to have another unknown blog. thank you kayve. (:

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♥ Monday, April 21, 2008
10:19 PM