ppr is upset. and that is something that i dont want to see. i dont know how to cheer ppr up. i felt so useless. i know nuts about ppr, i know nothing of what ppr is going through. dammit. i want you to be happy. i really want to. i'll do anything for you to be happy again. serious. i know i may be just a minor pawn in your game of love. but if i am used to sacrifice and protect the queen, i would gladly do so.

everyone seems upset today. i really tried to cheer people up. like hello, i am having my own problems too okay. i myself isnt happy in the first place okay. but why do i go round trying to tell everyone not to be upset? because you people are my friends. i dont want any of you to be upset. but hell ya, you all just chose to be upset. theres nothing i can do.

to me, lj is private to public. whereas blogger is private to ppr. hmm. i guess this is the advantage of having more than one blog. hmm.

i really do care a lot about ppr. you're replacing someone in my life without you knowing it.

♥ Tuesday, May 13, 2008
1:45 AM