i was so lazy this morning la. seriously. LOL. i just keep lying on my SO COMFORTABLE bed la. LOL. so when i finally pull myself up, it was pretty late la. so went to take 43 to maria's house. and its fucking long okay. seriously. i sit till my butt frigging pain can. like wth la. LOL.
lucky my beloved psp was accompanying me. LOL. so ya. lucky i was not very late cause phoebe wasnt there yet. oh, i forgot to mention it was phoebe's birthday. happy birthday phoebe. (: so i reached and ya. i think her house damn nice. esp the balcony. LOL. so dev, amanda, jiaying, zehui, mark and ba-something were there. haha. pardon me for the ba-something because i really dont know how to spell her name. LOL.
so gave her a surprise and all. and blah blah blah. alex came and then morgan and gang. i know i may sound rude but seriously, i think morgan that group's presence was alittle redundant cause they left very soon after. i mean its like, they come = not coming. LOL. i'm not trying to mean something bad la. so ya.
so they went to swim later on. and i cant swim with them too because of some reasons la. so ya. LOL. went mos for dinner and homed.
oh btw, i forgot to mention something. somebody's sister became my eyecandy. HAHA.
tomorrow's gonna be a freaking long day. 10am at harbourfront! batch 4 outing. (((: then all the way to evening back to nan chiau for camp. till next day. fyrhto pre workshop at 2. i think i can die. LOL. i know the workshop is optional la. but still, hmm.
well, i really hate it when people ask me to go away. esp from you. okay, i mean ppr. i know you dont mean a thing but still it doesnt feel good. sighs. nevermind. you wouldnt get it anyway.
was talking to dev on the way home just now on some love stuff. and i told her this, "seriously, i know this is impossible but just saying la. if one day, ferrero got close to me, [JUST SAYING AN EXAMPLE HOR] and wants to get together, i would be damn happy." okay, actually not damn happy but still will be omg that kind. its like ferrero is the most distant one of those whom i liked. seriously. LOL. but ya. the above paragraph is just AN EXAMPLE. so we just agreed that maybe its like the more you cant get it, the more you wanna get it. but its not always true la. so ya.
moreover, ppr more important now. oh well. its really seldom that i talk to ppr already. much much lesser than last time. which is damn saddening. sighs.
OKAY! shall not talk about this anymore. LOL. wongbaoyi should go sleep now. but i know i wont. LOL!!!
it really hurts when you know that you stand nowhere in that heart of hers. true? i agree.
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