i am fucking pissed off ):
work was like shit
fucking pissed with some people
and so i spent my mid autumn festival with charlie shermaine auntie julie tammy and one more fella
how great was that
at least i had a slice of mooncake from pat
dont act like a nice person when you fucking aint one
it really pisses me off okay
fucking shit
today was a fucking unfair day
i shouldnt have been the one doing all that okay
ccb
and then i thought of J
made me even more sad
just how can we carry on
went drinking with WL, D and SJ yesterday night
D told me something
and i heard SJ talk about a guy and stuff
maybe i should do what that fella did
and maybe i should follow D do
maybe i
should stop this
its tiring
work's killing me at times
and i couldnt confide in
youi was suffering hell and you're with your friends happily watching movie and stuff
made me even more fucked up
i'm not angry with you
i just feel so ... insignificant
i'm starting to think about what D said
are you just relying on me
or you really love me
yes, i am fucked up with this whole ambiguity
fuck the whole god damn cb world man
if you find this post offensive, you can scram
this is my blog i need no comments
if you think i am refering to you, then you are guilty
engine's not working anymore
totally drained
i. am. fucking. tired. with. this. whole. thing.
i need a break.
i need a rest.
i need to learn to let go.
of you.