dont know why but i was fucking emo yesterday even though i went camp
couldnt even concentrate on whatever im doing
sighs
probably cause i didnt text you for one whole day
felt so uneasy
i know its stupid but i was just hoping you'd text me
all day long you kept running on my mind
arent you tired of running
cause im tired of thinking
its so hard to stop myself from texting you
and i know its gonna be worse from now on
i dont know why suddenly you seem unhappy with me
like you dont even wanna talk to me kind
maybe i think too much i dont know
the only thing i know is i dont exist in your life now
guess you're so fine with it
but im not
its just me
i just suck to the core
surprisingly i didnt smoke much yesterday
been keeping the limit of 7 sticks
i'll prove to you i'll quit
though you wont even give a damn now
oh well
seriously, fml
i dont even know what i want now
sighs
shant talk anymore
bye

♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010
2:45 PM