FO in 7 hours time
but im not in any mood for it
i aint looking forward to it
last time, i used to look forward to it
cause i know i have you with me
but now, i dread it so much
because you'll no longer be there
things changed so much in just 5 months
you came and go
and i seem to lose it all
sometimes i really dont understand why
and im starting to wonder, are you really that kind?
4 months ago, we were still so happy
and now, we're just nothing
i dont know why but its still hurts
i bought powerberries drink just now for i dont know what fuck
i dont know why did i buy that when i dont drink that
guess im crazy -.-
now when i think of the past, i'll still tear
im such a fucking loser i know
i know its time to let go
cause im already chucked into an old rubbish bin
which will never be taken out again
i hate myself
i really really hate myself

♥ Monday, April 05, 2010
12:39 AM