what you said today left me speechless
have you ever thought of my feelings when you said that
i was so fking upset angry pissed off emotional hurt and what have you after i read that text
did it even occur to you that your text can really hurt someone
i really dont know what did i do wrong
just cause i said i wanted to throw you into the sea
i dont know wtf is wrong
it just tells me what our times together mean to you
nothing pure nothing
you were the one who was so cold towards me
you were the reason why things changed so much
and now, im at fault
im an asshole
okay cool if thats the way the game is played
apparently you lied when you said i was someone special to you
bullshit
cause all i can see now is im an ASSHOLE to you
one fucking asshole for i dont know what fuck
you dont even know how i felt
ever since the breakup, i was the only one trying to pick up the broken pieces and yet it seems like its my fault
you dont want me to hang on so i let go
at least im trying
so whats your problem
i really want to know why the fuck am i an asshole
lots of things came to my mind when i was walking home
i even resort to not walking the route i used to take with you
i thought of the times we had
those happy times
and now, im an asshole to you
im sorry but i really cant take that fact
because i dont understand why
and after saying im an asshole, you can actually happily enjoy yourself, having fun all the way
yet im like crying inside
fyi, im human
i have feelings
i was so upset that i almost wanted to walk up to you and throw the fucking photo of us right in your face and ask you to fuck off for screwing up my life
but i didnt
and the reason why is because i respected you
because youre someone important and special to me
because i still have feelings
because i wont do this kind of thing
but apparently you had never ever consider my feelings at all
and you hurt me, again.